I have changed since I first came to OA. From hopeless and depressed to feeling I was able to meet the challenges that life presents. I avoided making decisions, just letting things happen and doing only what was necessary. If I couldn’t do anything else, I could at least eat. I used to eat in front of the television and zone out. I was a perfectionist. If I couldn’t do the job well, I just didn’t do it. I had sidestepped living.
In OA, I began to do what was in front of me. I found it also made me happy. I realized what my shortcomings were. I could recognize them and pray for their removal. I do the footwork and act rather then react.
I have a new relationship with my Higher Power. I pause and listen for that intuitive thought or decision. I use my own brain with help from my HP. And now I know I don’t have to face life and it’s challenges alone.
— Kevin F.